Why Mr. Meltdown Was Missing In Action
November 29th, 2008Hi Guys,
I have some bad news to share with you all. I had a relapse and fell off my diet this week. I have just been so burdened by the fact that I had a horrible year, 2006, and the trauma is still haunting me. Let me explain so that you understand that I am not making excuses for overeating. I lost my sister from a sudden heart attack early 2006. This was kind of unexpected, being that she had none of the risks factors related to heart disease. She was not overweight, did not smoke or drink. She went to church every Sunday and sometimes on weekdays and took care of her six beautiful children. She was my hero and my best friend and was only 43. Now I moved out to Georgia to be there for her children because there was nobody else to step up and care for them. Now if that was not enough to deal with 5 months later my mother fell sick and died in my arms at the hospital. Wait it is not over, there is more to tell. I was married at the time. “WAS” is the key word here. So if it was not enough dealing with the loss of two people I loved; it appears that my ex-wife of 7 years wanted to add to the pain by cheating on me. A week after I laid my mom to rest I discovered her cheating with my ex - best friend ( I grew up with this guy). We have been friends with since I was 6 years old and I considered him my brother. So now holidays are not as warm for me and I just kind of just shut down. I am still focused on my goals but have messed up and feel very disappointed in myself. It is crazy when things in your life get out of control and you can’t just push a clear button to fix them. I was feeling like I let you guys down and wanted to get my mind right and push forward. I realize life is a clock that keeps turning and we have to just move on and deal with things as they go. So to all the good friends I made like Laurie Beebe, John, Mizfit, Roni and way too many to mention sorry for falling off track. I am back and will get back in the gym and step back in the arena of weight loss. I just had to get that stuff off my chest and let my friends know why I have been M.I.A.








